Defeated, wasted, broken , bruised
All because of my addictions
they've left me crying and confused,
cut through my religion
and darkened my good intentions...
What happened to my life??
it's more than makeup staining my eyes....
i wana be in a better place...
not to live this way, all alone
Disregarded, overlooked,
am sinking lower and lower
the shame has left my face in tears n frowns
I hide behind the voice that tells me, KEEP CALM NO ONE KNOWS
but only I know, the guilt that haunts me,
my conscious screams aloud!!
I've had forgotten all i have been given...
Feel like letting go....
my character is at stake..
I am trying to run, make an escapade
But through all of this
He has never left my side,
my face he makes it like others, His word spoke to me,
i can feel some healing
am recovering...
brought back to life,
He heals the broken, with arms wide open....
Today is another day...
to learn from my mistakes,
to learn that I am not forsaken......
I can rise above the world below...
Those scars remind me who I am.....
