Of Past obliviations

Let's just forget

How we once fell deeply in love and bled
How we thought the world would but never end..
How it felt to be lost in those eyes and held in those arms
How it felt when our hands intertwined
How we danced to the rhythym of love at hand...

Let's forget
The color of our skin
The pain of our past
All of our failures at last...
The things we wanted but never had..
How the sun kissed differently on our skin and how we stayed up all night to hear from the ones that meant everything in that very moment..

Let's forget
How we met
How we loved or
How we kissed slowly and breathed heavily when our bodies met
How we cried
How we prayed and how we hoped that forever would be...
How happy they made us
How insane
How crazy and madly in love we were...

And Just LIVE AGAIN.
Move past the mess and try again,
Without regrets, with a goose egg of expectations,
Feel without a care and fall without limitations, effortlessly in love and embrace the beauty of life Once again.

What could have been

Fireballs and thunderstorms
Rivers and waves
Sunrise and sunsets
Clouds and rain
Justice and freedom
Butterflies and rainbows
Roses on velvet,
Love on the brain.
Beautiful disasters...

We could have been best of friends
Loving recklessly without concern
You and I could have built walls on rivers
And bought memories with our time.

The talisman didn't stay this time...
I could've sworn that what never was and what could've been meant so much to me..
But Neptune had waves and earthquake storms to render..

So the winds blew you away with them and in a blink of an eye.....
You and everything I thought would have been vanished.
And the calmness after the storm  doesn't seem to have come with you.

If you really were different
If you took a different approach...
If you were the Ogin you said you'd be in this desert
If you meant those words you once said...
We could have been a beautiful  dwimmer together.
We could have made things happen with our cantrips of love and affection.
But you stole my thunder when you left with my castle in the air.

Of Emotional Rushes

Your words. The stars
Your voice. The chills.
Your face. The place.
Thoughts of you. Everything I wanted to be.
Conversations with you. The setting sun.
When it all began. Everything beautiful.

Hurried emotions. From mind to heart to hurt.
Everything faded to black.
Lips. I dreamt to kiss. A bucket full of lies.
Going out, getting good.
Everything I imagined.  Heaven to heaven.
Drop dead. I thought this is it.

Suddenly the walls have fallen.
Windows stollen.
There's no more pollen. My petals all shrunk.
Where was this place a day ago???

Here's to moving on. Almost fell.
Staying strong. Slayed my insecurities.
Emotionally swamped. Here's to building stronger walls.