Swerve not

When life doesn't look like you
And you struggle so much to live like them
When everyone's type is not like you
So you make compromises to fit in....

When life standards on social media are higher than you
And so you're fighting in haste for recognition, acceptance and attention...

When the road you're strolling on seems like a total uphill.....
And your expectation of perfection seems a little too much,
 desperation hits and insecurities kick in...

When society is giving you every reason to leave yourself and boost your personality,
And when life is giving you every reason to stop and shut down......
Remember that flames go out when the fire dies,
 if you give up on you, you can never be youer than you.

So go placidly amid on society's every opinion of you and how best you can be,
 and the voices in your head and,
remember the absolute peace there is in silence and self acceptance💜
>SWERVE NOT<

Deep within

Long unloved, used, mistreated,
unnoticed and wanted in disguise
But never a moment were my emotions and ken of love ravaged......

Overwhelmed by pain, regret and infinite sadness
 caused by random but very special moments and a few words,
Just a few.....

My emotions are the speed of my tears,
Regardless of the wounds and scars chambered to my heart,
I feel the same, I long to love over again,
I have chosen forgiven than stress....

Absolute imagination remains the lover in my trance,
for mostly what I see coming back is my past...
No one really sees what my heart has yerned and wept for,
tender acceptance and total resilience...
So many things  go untold.........

No one pretty much knows my cover,
For I chose something much more resistant to trauma....
Regardless of my emotional drama,
I smile and laugh hard so they won't know what's under.....

Notes from the inside 3

The morning comes by so fast.....
My dreams don't really last long enough when my night seems to crush.....
Everything, seemed to have happened in a flash,
But thinking of you ne'er stops my heart from beating this fast.......

My is, my was, I wish you could be my now.....
Your face was drawn on the walls of my heart,
When I was with you, time flew by so fast...
Your smile got tattooed on my mind...
It still feels like my past is in the present,
Every time your voice keeps echoing in my head....

You left my heart bleeding...
Your finger prints touch back on my skin...
You're gone for some days, maybe even years.....
I have no words of wisdom,
To ease my aching heart...

You are gone and I will be here,
A thousand miles apart
But even though you're so far away....
My heart beats so fast at the thought of your smile..........☺