YES, I AM BLACK!

6 protons,  6 Neutrons,  6 Electrons!
I carry in the genetic key to humanity, life,  spirituality,  my past and my future!...... #MELANIN......
Allow me to be proud! Let me brag....

Our race is pretty magical!
I am proud of my heritage...
Passion for music,  culture and art! Natural and innate love for nature and humanity....

This beautiful chestnut skin is my pride!
Am gratified about my prominent racial features....
Blackness,  curly and kinky hair,  broad nose,  thick lips, big feet and everything beautiful that comes with my perfect shade!

My black is flawless....
Love from the purest of hearts...
Our race is profoundly magical!
My skin is reminiscent of black hot cocoa that warms on cold nights..... You can say it's enchanting!

Unbelievably strong inwards and out!
Protected against effects of ultra violet and so much more to be jealous of!
Our bodies  irresistible and lusted after....

So please excuse my not wanting to follow the media hype just so I can fall into the stereotypes
and allow me to flaunt my beautiful black skin,
after all our glow is natural!!

Touch me where it burns

The painter of my Ocean View,
Darling your sense of black appeals me...
Your presence arouses creepy feels in my bones...
Take me in your arms my ancient blessing and undress my ego with your eyes....
When our eyes meet,  my heart overheats, my mind screams, insanity leaves my mind,  body,  and soul,  and I fall in love with you over and over again...

Your tongue breaks me...
The teasing brush of your lips destroys the remnants of my army...
And your touch my darling boils my blood heavy and slow....

We have been lured beyond the gate
If we may,  shall we now enter into that secret place where grammar, syntax and arithmetic have absolutely  no meaning...
Let your sweet love without reason be the music without words within this sacred moment of love.

#toBeContinued

The City of Regrets

*The city of Regret*

The love is overworn, the birds of passion all flown, let me go hence, for solitude is now at hand.....

Your hands once touched this heart of mine
and I have seen thy fingers on my soul ....
These things probably don't matter to you
But your touch upon them will take long to wane....

Am desolate and sick of this old passion...
Music that I heard with you was more than just music
And the moments we spent together more than just moments...
All I wanted was to be loved, now I don't know how to react...
Because my mind has drastically become a city of regret....

My heart has become of winter
I have been cold too long..
It regards the frost and boughs of passion crushed into pain n regrets like snow...
For you once sought for me and slowly fleeing from me....
Ssuccessfully turned my heart into a city of regret

Tame and meek I have seen you,
And now you have become wild and probably don't remember......
.............. #tobecontinued

The city of Regret 2

There's no more words
Just silence.....
Sadness without tears
What happened is never spoken and everything around me has been broken...

I sat here watching as it slowly died out..
Passion that was nothing but deception...
I sat here wondering how long it would take for me to get rid of this pain...
I sat here freezing in solitude as the embers had gone to sleep...

We used to be so vibrant, so honest, so wild and so free.....
I miss how you were the one person I really, truly, without a doubt wanted ...
The only one that could have brought an end to my endless, bliss less drought......

I remember how wonderful it felt the first time you held me in your arms.... and how after all those days you made my brains  just shake off....
Remember our private conversations of random and wild thoughts?

I miss those days you could call just to say hi...
How you made me laugh
And hate how you made me Cry.....

AM SAFE TO SAY

AM SAFE TO SAY

Am happy as a pig in shit that I finally got over you....
My once was damned and delirious mystery that suddenly brought about inner misery...
With you out of my web,
And God leading the way,
Am safe to say,
My soul is in shape...

Not that I am stupid enough, I just long to be loved so I let myself hurt again and again if that's what it takes...
I don't have the strength to face you anymore but am safe to say
Am ready to explore life and love again....

Safely and smoothly
Am moving to the other part..
Am safe to say am building my own fort....
Am overwhelmed with so much peace that is braving my blues.........

Though you did not seem like such a lie, its amazing how you made me cry from time to time....
Am profoundly inspired by the strength that peace had to offer.
Am safe to say goodbye.🙌🙌✌

Its funny how

ITS FUNNY how

In your uncompleted sentence, I am your new uncommited thought....
In your unfinished transition, I am your unlike reflection......

If I had known that this is how far we would go,
I wouldn't have taken a seat in the first place....
Its profoundly funny how I thought id grow old with n say goobye to life with you...
Av loved you over and over but that's not the issue.....
It is you assuming, judging me and realizing I am not the one for you.

It is as if nothing ever happened the way you walked away from a woman you said you loved....
I wonder how this could be after all the sweet words that you uttered...

You have been a dream come true
But a burden too....
I accept how you think I am a bad person but even though I tried my best, it seems my best wasn't good enough.

I wanted to be your perfect and complete bundle of joy just as much as you were mine....
Never really thought something like dialogue could ever come between us...
You have grown so cold and made 'US' seem like a waste of time and my faith....

I never had a crystal ball to see the future, but I had so much hope n faith in our love.
No poet's hand can ever paint the shades of pain that dwell in my heart as I write this.

But I guess I made the mistake and you made the choice to leave and put an end to what used to be us.......

Its even funnier how
I hope our friendship gets to last longer than us. Thanks fr being there.

He is God

For His love is strong as death,
its jeaulousy unyielding as the grave....
Burning like a blazing fire, as a mighty flame,
many waters cannot quench it, many rivers can not wash it away.....

His mercies are new every morning.
His eyes are filled with goodness...

His banner over me is love,
My first love,
Unrefined, extravagant, never fading,
Never ending, its force unstoppable...

My protector...
Like a sentry, He keeps watch over me,
through every step I take, decision I make,
through every single breathe, His focus is constant ....

My friend,
His friendship is intimate,
Leaves no room for solitude....
When the world feels like a lonely Island,
He is right here, in me, and besides me......

The author of salvation,
Starter Nd finisher of my faith..
Giver and taker of life...
My life lies solely in His hands, He will satisfy me with long life...

The creator of the heavens and the earth and all that is in it.
My refuge and my fotress, my God in Him I trust....

Exalted forever,
My lips will ever praise His name and proclaim He reigns!
Robbed in majesty and armed In strength....
My very present help in times of need.

He is the greatest!
For who can compare?
Mightier than the thunder of great waters, than the breakers of the sea!
Splendor and majesty are before him...
Strength and glory are in his sanctuary!!

He is the king of kings...
The father to the fatherless,
Husband to the widow...

Righteousness and Justice are the Foundation of His throne..
His lightning lights up the world...
Before Him, mountains melt like wax,
The heavens proclaim His righteousness..

His love endures forever,
And His faithfulness continues through all generations........

He is the one and only true God. His name is Jehovah.

This is me

I am a girl...
Black skin, brown eyes and kinky hair....
Clouded mind because I don't care that am imperfect,
 detached and not really scared....
I love every bit of my origin because I believe black is pure.....

Elegant, truthful, poised and precious...
Almost unrefined.....
I am an open book but only read by those who care..
Hard to please
Never really satisfied..

I grow in strength and Foundation each day
and through every heartache and pain...
With Limp emotions
Suffering from an emotional malediction..
I pray ernestly for benediction..
Replenishing my intergity with total resilience...


I am quite a romantic, sensual and passionate too...
To the love of my life, I can't wait to share this with you.....

I bend, yet I do not break,
I believe in my imaginations for no concrete reason....
I merge brightest on the shadow silhouetted
aggainst the Wallpaper placed right above my own ledge...

No one cares to see or know the inside of me,
Your perception is messed up
because all you care about is my looks and mistakes.
Notwithstanding my confidence still remains intact.....

There is only one me, and this is me, do not second guess......
Hurtful words do not phase me, for I listen but not hear....
Am defined only by one thing and it forever stands the word of God.....

So you see, whatever you think or say doesn't really matter to me.
I know who I am.💪🏽👌🏼

Swerve not

When life doesn't look like you
And you struggle so much to live like them
When everyone's type is not like you
So you make compromises to fit in....

When life standards on social media are higher than you
And so you're fighting in haste for recognition, acceptance and attention...

When the road you're strolling on seems like a total uphill.....
And your expectation of perfection seems a little too much,
 desperation hits and insecurities kick in...

When society is giving you every reason to leave yourself and boost your personality,
And when life is giving you every reason to stop and shut down......
Remember that flames go out when the fire dies,
 if you give up on you, you can never be youer than you.

So go placidly amid on society's every opinion of you and how best you can be,
 and the voices in your head and,
remember the absolute peace there is in silence and self acceptance💜
>SWERVE NOT<

Deep within

Long unloved, used, mistreated,
unnoticed and wanted in disguise
But never a moment were my emotions and ken of love ravaged......

Overwhelmed by pain, regret and infinite sadness
 caused by random but very special moments and a few words,
Just a few.....

My emotions are the speed of my tears,
Regardless of the wounds and scars chambered to my heart,
I feel the same, I long to love over again,
I have chosen forgiven than stress....

Absolute imagination remains the lover in my trance,
for mostly what I see coming back is my past...
No one really sees what my heart has yerned and wept for,
tender acceptance and total resilience...
So many things  go untold.........

No one pretty much knows my cover,
For I chose something much more resistant to trauma....
Regardless of my emotional drama,
I smile and laugh hard so they won't know what's under.....

Notes from the inside 3

The morning comes by so fast.....
My dreams don't really last long enough when my night seems to crush.....
Everything, seemed to have happened in a flash,
But thinking of you ne'er stops my heart from beating this fast.......

My is, my was, I wish you could be my now.....
Your face was drawn on the walls of my heart,
When I was with you, time flew by so fast...
Your smile got tattooed on my mind...
It still feels like my past is in the present,
Every time your voice keeps echoing in my head....

You left my heart bleeding...
Your finger prints touch back on my skin...
You're gone for some days, maybe even years.....
I have no words of wisdom,
To ease my aching heart...

You are gone and I will be here,
A thousand miles apart
But even though you're so far away....
My heart beats so fast at the thought of your smile..........☺