Close your eyes and sleep belle
You have answered the call of the one who takes care of us all....
You're a soul set free.....
God is here to take you home, I just can't believe you've gone first and I will walk this road alone..
No words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
You were gone before I knew it and
Only God knows why...
We shared so many secrets
And we had in common so many interests..
Your future bee was without a doubt beautifully bright...
You were the most wonderful and strongest young woman I knew,
Your faith in God was remarkable and it's one of the many things I loved about you.
Your demise still remains unbelievable.
We knew so much happiness regardless of the pain.....
We had our piece of cake and memory is one gift from God that death cannot destroy.
Besty your death is a great heart break
But I know where you are, you don't want us to be sad but let you go for you are just away with a cherry smile that is perfectly exposing your dimple.
You have wandered into an unknown land of freedom...
You are a part of me, and I am a part of you bee....
You're that beautiful star that will shine on my nights so bright,
The wind that will blow in every direction,
The flower in every garden, the sun that will shine through my days and you're the rain that will fall at the beginning and end of the rest of my years..
We used to miss each other
But now I can't believe I will miss you forever! My heart has been broken because you can never be replaced, your beautiful face *Justina*, your kind heart, your believing soul and your great company will greatly be missed.
I love you in your demise just as I did in your life. ❤
Until we meet again, my best friend and sister you will forever be. I love you.
Saturday 16 June 2018
Friday 15 June 2018
Rest in peace angel *Alaa*
Another star added to the skies
For God only takes the best.....
A loving soul departed but there's one thing I should have said...
God called your name *Alaa* then
You closed your eyes and held His hand....
We were supposed to hang out,
You wanted to see how Ezra has grown
And you were wanting to see the best for me
But you had to go....
You are my angel now
For in moments when I feel lonely and sad,
I can hear a voice in my ears saying smile Lisa...
Remember the times we shared together,
Remember the music, the laughter, the teasing and all the beautiful moments and don't worry my friend,
Am up here missing you all but my soul is with you and am forever going to be watching you from above!....
Your death struck like lightening...
And all am left with is your sweater, memories of the moments we shared together and scars from your demise....
Only silent whispers are left as I reminisce....
The world's a little quieter now
Our bodies have lost their strength to the thought that you'll fly forever and
Our hearts are missing you dearly.
Continue to rest in peace Alaa.
For God only takes the best.....
A loving soul departed but there's one thing I should have said...
God called your name *Alaa* then
You closed your eyes and held His hand....
We were supposed to hang out,
You wanted to see how Ezra has grown
And you were wanting to see the best for me
But you had to go....
You are my angel now
For in moments when I feel lonely and sad,
I can hear a voice in my ears saying smile Lisa...
Remember the times we shared together,
Remember the music, the laughter, the teasing and all the beautiful moments and don't worry my friend,
Am up here missing you all but my soul is with you and am forever going to be watching you from above!....
Your death struck like lightening...
And all am left with is your sweater, memories of the moments we shared together and scars from your demise....
Only silent whispers are left as I reminisce....
The world's a little quieter now
Our bodies have lost their strength to the thought that you'll fly forever and
Our hearts are missing you dearly.
Continue to rest in peace Alaa.
Wednesday 13 June 2018
She
She is Vincible when she's in love with you, gives you her body, soul and all,
and when you're done with her,
you throw her right in the trash cane and label her as 'just the same'
Yet she is fuckin invincible as she walks out to find her way through the hurt and pain you put her through...
She is shy and afraid that the world will laugh at her after all the things you've said,
yet fuckin brave enough she gets up and moves like a wave! She is Unstoppable!
She's sad that she lost the one thing that mattered most to her, her better half, her bundle of joy alas turned into a blessing in disguise......
But fuckin happy that she is finally free and able to breath, she can finally feel and give herself the attention she wasted on you! Free to be herself...
She's broken, her life is taking a drastic change and all she has left is drapetomania....
Yet she's whole, the broken pieces she uses to create something even more beautiful, the scars are her fuckin muse.....
Her tears and scars make her ugly yet she's fuckin beautiful! Her pain darkened her soul yet she's pure enough to forgive and let you go!...
and when you're done with her,
you throw her right in the trash cane and label her as 'just the same'
Yet she is fuckin invincible as she walks out to find her way through the hurt and pain you put her through...
She is shy and afraid that the world will laugh at her after all the things you've said,
yet fuckin brave enough she gets up and moves like a wave! She is Unstoppable!
She's sad that she lost the one thing that mattered most to her, her better half, her bundle of joy alas turned into a blessing in disguise......
But fuckin happy that she is finally free and able to breath, she can finally feel and give herself the attention she wasted on you! Free to be herself...
She's broken, her life is taking a drastic change and all she has left is drapetomania....
Yet she's whole, the broken pieces she uses to create something even more beautiful, the scars are her fuckin muse.....
Her tears and scars make her ugly yet she's fuckin beautiful! Her pain darkened her soul yet she's pure enough to forgive and let you go!...
Touch me where it burns *2*
Hearts racing wild and slow..
Thoughts revolving around my head
Your presence is simply crushing down these walls of steel.....
From across the room I can hear your blood boiling like a hot spring...
And I can tell your body language is bonafide
The sight of you my darling starts up an itch of unspeakable desires under my skin..
Amatory desires flowing rapidly in this passionate stream....
In your eyes is a hunger in which we both need to feed....
A hunger for love
A hunger for a touch of our bodies
A hunger for satisfaction of our equal desires.......
Your touch always comes as something I have never felt and your lips hold in them the sacred kiss that opens the doors to our consecrated chambers...
My body trembles and weakens from the strokes of your fingers on my skin....
Just so you may know, the only thing between me and death my darling is your affection and undivided attention
For I come alive when you show me wonders divine.......
So if it pleases us both
Enslave me in your arms
For our own hot-blooded desires.......
Thoughts revolving around my head
Your presence is simply crushing down these walls of steel.....
From across the room I can hear your blood boiling like a hot spring...
And I can tell your body language is bonafide
The sight of you my darling starts up an itch of unspeakable desires under my skin..
Amatory desires flowing rapidly in this passionate stream....
In your eyes is a hunger in which we both need to feed....
A hunger for love
A hunger for a touch of our bodies
A hunger for satisfaction of our equal desires.......
Your touch always comes as something I have never felt and your lips hold in them the sacred kiss that opens the doors to our consecrated chambers...
My body trembles and weakens from the strokes of your fingers on my skin....
Just so you may know, the only thing between me and death my darling is your affection and undivided attention
For I come alive when you show me wonders divine.......
So if it pleases us both
Enslave me in your arms
For our own hot-blooded desires.......
Excessively enough
I must admit it took me quite some time and maybe too long to see and realise how much the world is wrong!
But now that I do, I am never going to let anyone, anything or any situation pull me away from the fact that I am *ENOUGH* and strong!
I am overly conceited, The color of my skin is a perfect match for that of my brown eyes and my curly afro hair. I am black and beautiful in every single way!
My smile is exactly how its supposed to be, the size of my feet carries my body in the most beautiful way, everything on my body is exactly how its supposed to be.
I am an open book, too emotional, artistic, triple competition for my fears, sarcastic and unbothered about anything that doesn't move me, mysterious and continuously looking for answers...
I am a thinker, I love hard, fall in too deep, patiently impatient, unashamed and not afraid of the truth. Failed so many times but got back up again.
I am full of glitter but not make-believe to the fact that I sometimes glimmer, I am restless and calm, forgiving and tolerant. I am a woman, my heart is not hurt proof, been broken before and am not afraid.
I am going straight in, and leaving with a bang! Without a doubt, I am overwhelming and protecting, sarcastic and caring, leaving no chance for failure.
I admit that I sometimes maybe most times self meditate with pain and tears, with pervading my life with solitude and aloneness. I get selfish with the love I have for myself...
I am a lover of darkness,
It brings out the sparkle from the stars up in the skies and a feeling of calmness. A mean cup of tea, someone staying up late with me to talk about real life situations, music and laughter.
I am young, wild and searching, broken and imperfect but completely beautiful and aware that...
I have been through it all and I am
EXCESSIVELY ENOUGH.
But now that I do, I am never going to let anyone, anything or any situation pull me away from the fact that I am *ENOUGH* and strong!
I am overly conceited, The color of my skin is a perfect match for that of my brown eyes and my curly afro hair. I am black and beautiful in every single way!
My smile is exactly how its supposed to be, the size of my feet carries my body in the most beautiful way, everything on my body is exactly how its supposed to be.
I am an open book, too emotional, artistic, triple competition for my fears, sarcastic and unbothered about anything that doesn't move me, mysterious and continuously looking for answers...
I am a thinker, I love hard, fall in too deep, patiently impatient, unashamed and not afraid of the truth. Failed so many times but got back up again.
I am full of glitter but not make-believe to the fact that I sometimes glimmer, I am restless and calm, forgiving and tolerant. I am a woman, my heart is not hurt proof, been broken before and am not afraid.
I am going straight in, and leaving with a bang! Without a doubt, I am overwhelming and protecting, sarcastic and caring, leaving no chance for failure.
I admit that I sometimes maybe most times self meditate with pain and tears, with pervading my life with solitude and aloneness. I get selfish with the love I have for myself...
I am a lover of darkness,
It brings out the sparkle from the stars up in the skies and a feeling of calmness. A mean cup of tea, someone staying up late with me to talk about real life situations, music and laughter.
I am young, wild and searching, broken and imperfect but completely beautiful and aware that...
I have been through it all and I am
EXCESSIVELY ENOUGH.
Before it runs out!
The break of dawn teaches me how to breath in fresh air of a new day in love and how to see the beauty that comes with every single person and thing am blessed with regardless of their flaws.....
As I walk into the day,
the sun burns down every inch of negativity in its diversity and brings out the glow of a right attitude towards myself and the world around me..
As I look onto this path, Mother Nature and it's beauty in entirety, urges me to see the best in others, for just as every flower is beautiful in its own way, so is everyone,
and most of all it teaches me that the beauty of life itself lies in serenity that comes with self reception.
The music in my ears teaches me how to treasure every moment and dance away all the worries, regrets, sorrows and pain that life could have possibly thrown at me and it reminds me that simple words can give life to a beat and the right rhythm can move you to a better place.
The wind and it's breeze as it blows in my way reminds me that not everything is worth giving my attention to, like the opinions of others...
And it teaches me that life is beautiful when you pay no attention to where the bad vibes are coming from... So just enjoy the piece of cake...
And finally,
Twilight and it's obscurity remind me that everything comes to an end in life, but before it, comes the day with beautiful opportunities to love and live. Even breath runs out at some point so why waste right now with worries, regrets, hatred and self pity?
*So every beat of my heart is a constant reminder that BEFORE IT RUNS OUT, I should*
*LOVE NOW, FORGIVE NOW, LAUGH NOW, EXPLORE NOW, DANCE NOW, BE HAPPY NOW AND LIVE NOW*
As I walk into the day,
the sun burns down every inch of negativity in its diversity and brings out the glow of a right attitude towards myself and the world around me..
As I look onto this path, Mother Nature and it's beauty in entirety, urges me to see the best in others, for just as every flower is beautiful in its own way, so is everyone,
and most of all it teaches me that the beauty of life itself lies in serenity that comes with self reception.
The music in my ears teaches me how to treasure every moment and dance away all the worries, regrets, sorrows and pain that life could have possibly thrown at me and it reminds me that simple words can give life to a beat and the right rhythm can move you to a better place.
The wind and it's breeze as it blows in my way reminds me that not everything is worth giving my attention to, like the opinions of others...
And it teaches me that life is beautiful when you pay no attention to where the bad vibes are coming from... So just enjoy the piece of cake...
And finally,
Twilight and it's obscurity remind me that everything comes to an end in life, but before it, comes the day with beautiful opportunities to love and live. Even breath runs out at some point so why waste right now with worries, regrets, hatred and self pity?
*So every beat of my heart is a constant reminder that BEFORE IT RUNS OUT, I should*
*LOVE NOW, FORGIVE NOW, LAUGH NOW, EXPLORE NOW, DANCE NOW, BE HAPPY NOW AND LIVE NOW*
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