Escaping dreams of yesterday is hard and since you closed your eyes to sleep in beauty, letting you go has been the hardest thing for me......
Sometimes I wish it were just a dream, I want to feel it's not real but pain really hurts and am reminded that it's real....
Somehow the memories we shared together keep me sane with magical potions and every inch of me is holding on....
I was the fuel and you were the spark
The love I can't design, my sunshine in the darkness burning out..
Every time I reminisce I wish that you were still here and I had known that someday you'd sleep forever...
I'd have written you a thousand words to say how much I love you and a thousand more to say goodbye but I guess that is so much for wishful thinking and slowly it sinks in that life is not always a bed of roses but you were the soil in my garden.
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