Thursday 17 October 2019

Out in my mind

Cold.....
Frozen, frozen.....
Numb...
To dance was hard for these swift and careless feet of mine...
In that very moment, I knew not that I was stronger than dread..

The sight of the effortlessly beautiful full moon that night reminded me of what beauty lies ahead of life....

Then came open claws tearing at me....
Sentiments of grandeur, gratification, graceful hope and the unexpected, deplore....

The last time i was here he made me cry...
The last time i was here, he tore me apart...
The last time he had brown eyes like a bolt of thunder..
And his deathly smile outlined by crimson lips..
You don't want to meet him..
Powerless to resist..
REGRET.

You know words don't come so easy but there are things I must say, things of refrain....

I have come to realize that in life, the only thing worth feeling regret for is not living each day to the fullest and not giving yourself the love that you try to give someone else......
The moment they will leave you, you could lose yourself and wallow in REGRET.
Refrain from trying so hard and forgetting to be yourself....

Underneath the brave moon I have learnt to savour to the fullest the unnoticeable daily joys...
The sound of the clock ticking, another opportunity to do something extra ordinary!

The bright rays of sunshine through the window glass, hope for a better day..
The slow smooth rains after midnight, a feel of complete serenity.....
The sound of moving trains and great music to the ear,
The smell of rain on a cloudy day and the sound of crickets in the dead of night....
A reminder that am never really alone....

No matter how much you wish you could have done something differently, you can never change your past. Its gone, let it go and let you grow into a better person than you were....

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