Risen

Its been a while since I sat down to write
Its been a while but my mind is still racing tonight...
Am on that hedge against heartbreak and un ending mistakes...
There's a new edge to my heart's burning desire.

The storm is raging...
my heart fading.....
my walls asphyxiate my very being...
Am seeing only into myself, having some sought of self-examination...
INTROSPECTION

My diastole is overated
I need some self surgery,
everything looks fine on the outside
but the diaspora on the inside....
tired of being teased and tested....
Am my own shadowbox

I drift through life endlessly, treading and shape shifting..
none the less
I am the radical nucleus in the way....
I tend to stay away...


I am aware of my ignorance,
with my strengths and hopes i embrace the facts of my existence....
All restraints have been removed, no more holding back...
ZERO RESISTANCE...

So hold on a second if you missed out on that...
am not a togt arrangement,
the lies people tell , misconceptions and conformity,
Above them i have RISEN!!