something i need to confess on
there was no connection..
these emotions deep down my extra beated heart have no affection.....
the pain i feel is so disturbing.....
i should have listened,
to my inner voice that is locked up
am just hoping that this emotion wont cut my heart open...
am human, a woman usually mistaken
i have to mention that at times things that i despise jus get to happen...
when i can't control it,
i wana blame it on dad
mayne he should have never died.....
am so broken..
when i try to pick up these personal pieces,
life just pulls me down towards streams of cold rated blood,
so how can i pass
i need to be held
i need to be told
that all is ok,
my scars are too open...
why did this happen??
my heart is haunted,
my mind distorted...
why am i still living?
this baggage is quite a package...
the litle light has flashed to darkness....
i cant contain it but i must accept it....
my heart is hurting,
i feel a lot of pain....
something like a disappointment,
wish i could just flip off some pages but its hard to ignore the message that my heart is sending.....
things gotta change.
this pain is real i gotta heal..
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