Oh good grief...
So this has been and can never be again?
Here I am swallowing grief down my tongue
Dancing to the melodic torture of the good times and the love I so deeply feel
Oh good grief
I am highly punished
As life without you is so much harder than I thought.
It's the little moments that I will miss the most I think.
Listening to your stories, talking to you before the end of the day,
Falling asleep to the sound of your voice and in your arms....
Laughing about everything we found funny,
Waking up to your messages,
Road trips with you,
Every single moment I spent with you,
Holding your hand and hoping it would last forever,
Meeting people with you,
Sunsets with you,
Laying with you
And spending all of my days looking forward to speaking with you.
Oh good grief!
Once, your words were comforting,
Now they are serpents in my mind, deeply tormenting...
Each I love you that you ever said has fully left It's venom in my heart
For all I hang on to is a thread of nostalgia.
Oh good grief
His absence has left an unfathomable void,
It's hard today, not that it has been easy the past few days but it's harder today.
I guess that is how I will end,
Never recovering from my love.
Oh good grief,
I think I am finally free,
Free from the delusions that rot my soul,
Unshackled from the yoke of obligations I placed myself.
Oh good grief,
My lost love,
I hope you find the love that you are looking for.
I hope you find happiness and fulfillment in life.
I hope you do not find one that will leave your dreams like you left mine.
I hope you find one that chooses you
And loves you for who you are!